I don't actually know what to do.
On one hand, I have an urge to build more than ever. I also know that I must build to keep refining my building skills and learn new building techniques and stuff. Building antd tinkering with stuff has always been one of my favorite pastimes in SM, as well as resource gathering and crafting stuff in Survival.
On the other hand, the moment I get the game started and get ready to build, I end up faceplanting mentally and just seem to lose all interest in doing anything major. Instead, I just spend time aimlessly wandering about, staring at the stuff around me and feeling like I don't want to touch any of them. I end up edgy, frustrated and tired, even angry at myself, when I know I can't just throw myself of the proverbial cliff and just go with the flow.
I've been also trying to tinker with the dev builds, trying to acclimatize myself with the intricacies of the new power system, even though the system itself is still very much in flux and could change drasticaly from one dev build to another. Even that has started to grow stale and uninteresting due to most changes into the system being less than visible at the moment.
Also, knowing that most of what I have built so far will need to be extensively modified, or even totally scrapped due to the changes brought in by the new power systems doesn't really help in my situation. It feels like the game is forcing me to throw away stuff I've spent months tinkering with and actually using in-game, or alternatively making me spend more time pulling the stuff apart so it could be rebuilt in order to be functional in the new system. And I say functional, because the changes in the new system means that they will never be the same as in the old system. To be honest, I don't even know if they will end up being better or worse.